i will be happier the next time i eat dinner

 18th May, 2025

I am and have been in a complete mental slop. Downwards spiral doesn't even begin to encapsulate the concept of what my life has been recently. My room is a mess. I don't make to do lists. I eat whenever. Sleep whenever. 

Tomorrow is a big day for me. I hope I get good news. I hope I do well. I'm pulling through today. My resources have been completely depleted but I'm trying my best. My eyes are tired from crying all the time but I'm trying my best. I will get this done and I will be happier once I've done it.

I will be happier the next time I eat dinner.